Tuesday, February 23, 2010
I suddenly miss the mad rush to the airports.

I'm skeptical to the departure to Tokyo. Should I? Young and dangerous. Live fast, die young, that's always the way right?

I don't know why am I thinking about this all of a sudden. Wasn't it the plan to escape as soon as possible. All of a sudden, I'm pondering about practical things. Hahaha, of all people and of all things. I started to think, if I'm to escape to France instead, or back to London. Dreamspot, Barcelona. Ahhh. And what's with all the revelation to my escape spots. I meant to disappear.

How to disappear completely?

I want to go back to Tokyo to fill those gaps that I've missed. And to be alone again. I mean with the language barrier, it's not that difficult, and it's more thorough. Maybe I'm still stuck in the comfort zone. I'm comfortable there. At the very least, I won't get very lost. Should I surprise my parents?

Ahh.

What were you thinking of when you ran away?