Sunday, March 01, 2009
Been a month.

Lately a lot of crazy thoughts. It's a sort of unbalance in my world now. A lot of contradictions, insanity, oxymorons, whatever you want to throw into the mess. Not saying I'm depressed though, it's just getting cumbersome to handle the mess. Had a lot of things running through my head. Well I pretty much seek the easy, easier way out all the time, beer please.

Zeronine looks like a good year for growing up. It kicked off with a lot of grown up philosophies and grown up ideas. Not too sure I'm ready to have my own conclusions on these thoughts though. You know it's been a while that I've been fighting logics with logics and doing things absolutely rationally. It's weird isn't it, superme was the one person that only acts on impulse, time bomb many mentioned to me. It's weird too, growing up from being a time bomb. I think we have reached an age that we know ourselves pretty well, so that's a yay right?

Anyhow what's my point here? Oh sidetrack, cos I just thought of something. PIIIIIII IS SO CUTE!! ZOMGZZZZZ!!! Countdown: One month to miles nearer to yamapi! HAH! HEH! KON!

Is this the symptom of being in 20s. You start to feel sick of your childish self, yet you kinda miss it, but you can't go back there. Oh my circus? It's weird huh, looking back, seeing the hyperinsaneactive me to a very solemn today. Ah it's true after all, all these aging things. But still, I'm in my star wars boxers.