Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Lethargic.
In the right sense, I should be doing a lot of things, planning, executing, more planning and thinking. But well, not in the mood for any, which may cause regrets later especially in the wee hours of the insanely loud mornings of the next-days.
Trying to forget the present, and drift into another place. Oh what a wonderful escape, my escapism.
Whenever I'm out these days, I have the urge to run back into my personal space. The need to be alone has never been so strong. Haha, it's nothing poignant and melancholic, it's really this desire to run into my own private zone and do whatever I want. Yes, even during mahjong sessions, I have this calling at the back of my head that says, "come back!!". Oh really weird. I feel possessed by my own space. Zomgs.
I have this lil aim for 2009 to be a year for new stuff, but we'll see what we can do. It's a good start with pretty creative ideas for now. Let's try to keep it this way. A new found love for folds and cutting. When can I be more interested in illustration, something that I really suck at and find no motivation to explore. Hahaha.
Been working hard on improving copywriting. No very hard, but been reading and flipping. Yeah, smarter ideas please.
By chance, had a slight interaction with the designers at regina, wow very nice people. Or am I too trusting. Hahaha, it's such a japanese way of talking and stuff. Peace. HAHAHA I almost laughed out loud in my own room. If I do end up with a job, I do need to treat these guys one round of drinks. ありがとうね!
Alright, just had this urge to scribble with no real content to fill.
Peace.
kat-tun ~ blue tuesday
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