Saturday, June 21, 2008
Insomnia strikes again. A great deal of sleeping problems. Oh before I begin, did blogger change its font? It's kinda nice isn't it? Kinda young and hmm small. Haha. There's this fear of sleeping, I really wonder why, which used to be exclusive during semesters. I should want to sleep more than usual, to skip days and hours so sidekick can hurry up come back. Anyhow when days I do feel like sleeping, the sidekick will be online and I don't really wanna miss the very little time we have online to hmm sleep. Oh such great luck with sleeping. I'm sway even when it comes to sleeping.

Had fun this week, pretty much. Work was decent. I guess I'm too messy to do such work for long. Haha and I am really quite bad with PC and excel!! I really feel quite bad for Rain, me and wirn's in-charge. We, more me than her, always mess up and she had to do so much cleaning up at the end of each day. Gees, and employing us were supposed to lighten her work job. Please still employ us the next time!

Been quite lucky with work these days. Managed to showcase our portfolios during work and Rabiah, one of the bosses, is very willing to hand us some cases. Seems like we are not getting the backdrop to do but some other stuff, namely Bloomberg. Oh, fun fun fun. And luck continues when I decided to meet some old SA friends. It was a lil crazy cos I don't really talk to them much even in SA but oh what the hell, just be friendly. It's was fun hanging out and heading to homeclub. Haven't been drinking for a long long time. Okay I'll go to the point. Met some friend's friend, here and there, blah, had supper and figured the way to share a cab back. And in the cab with me and ben were media people, which ends up with "send me your portfolio to my email". Yay, and so Ogilvy is outsourcing for freelancers here and there. Told me should have gone for an internship to learn. Oh wells, next summer. That made my day really, though I kinda wanted to slap myself when I got home. I blame the alcohol, I kept saying I'm talentless and inferior with my works and on and on. Sigh, should I be saying I'm the best designer or something, hahaha. Oh well, I'm nervous sending my lil portfolio over. And all for the money. They were asking how come I didn't wanna get an intern at yolk. I said something dumb again, it's the way I say it but it's true. I'm too paiseh to ask them. They saw me grow up, kinda. They know where I stand and everything and I'm really very very shy with my works. I don't quite like the idea though I know it's a great chance. Especially when one of their resident designer is my own sis. Hai, I can just imagine them fretting over me everyday, "IS SHE STUPID!?", "so ugly still dare to show us", etc. Haha, I prefer to work with strangers though they may think the same, but ah you wouldn't care.

Anyhow I had fun with the saints yesterday. We must do the dvd thing soon. Haha.

Miss the sidekick very much. Oh well, play more while I can then. Sigh.