Monday, May 05, 2008
I kinda forgot about blogs and journals this year. But at least I have my trusty dandy journal/sketchbook/notebook to track back with (just a consolation, not much of a help of this year's happenings). I think it's quite a lousy habit that I love to write especially when I'm not-so-happy? It kinda sucks and embarrassing to read about past sadness. Haha yup kinda lame and nothing in it makes you feel good about it.

I guess I'm quite satisfied with work this year, maybe cept for history. I really wanted to do well but as usual, every semester is a fiercer race with time. History, well, tend to be forgotten, oh check out the lil pun there, not intended. And come on, Dongson Drums and temple mountains? I really don't have much passion for them, sad to say. They are great reads, to be mistaken, amazing really. But I just can't think about them all the time, it's not fascinating to me yet. Anyhow, will be looking forward to Issues in Graphic Design next sem, ooh taught be Danne Ojeda. She sounds cool, looks pretty cool. Yup, one last shot at history. Hahaha. Hey, I really like western art history and history of graphic design, it's just those asian ones...

It's only been two sems of viscomm and almost every project I've been handed feels so commercialized. And I pretty much have complete freedom in what I wanna do, except for that person's class, but yeah. It's a bad feeling, isn't it? The way I see roger and jon, they are so mainstream. I mean, yeah they stand out within us because they have the ability, but they are hmmm pretty much average out there. I don't really want to be like them, can I work something out of this uncreative creative place? Yes step one, I've already figure I am not very fond of 2D things and found my way to 4D stuff. Yeah, leads me into my crazy timetable for the following semester, assuming I can keep the discipline I have this semester. I really have to do a lot, especially if I am still thinking about going on that crazy trip with hoon. Yes, I've been thinking about things quite a bit, especially after I designed a new name card for myself. Where will I end up doing my stuff? Crossing my fingers, I can break out of this thing. Oh a sudden surge of passion. Hahaha, oh please.