Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I'm doing an analysis on Ingres, Monet and Friedrich. What a combi. Orientalist, impressionism and romanticism. Not a good sign.

And you're slowly, slowly fading away...

I'm disappointed with myself for the lack of committment to do up a decent portfolio. Great ideas maybe. End of the day, it's just a soul-less file that's gonna be handed up. SIGH! I really love this project on city. Always been my subject for countless projects. Yet for a main one this round, I can't produce much. Champion procrastinator. Oh emo. HAHA!

I absolutely hates the NTU system? The amount of AUs to clear is just insane. I'm a design student, yea, it's nice to know a lil about science and maths and business but NOT THAT MUCH! F=MA, alright, case close. Too many things I wanna learn, too many classes I wanna crash, decisions decisions. Illustration for designers seem really cool. I wanna take painting lessons too. B+W is a must-take for me this sem, for noble personal reasons. SIGH! Like Karen said, if we don't take GEs, it's gg for us. I love the stuff they're offering, the rest of the college, just go away, go away. Wanted to take as many photog electives as possible, it just seemed so impossible now...

Same thoughts for different series of events. They all seemed so awkward. Do the robot dance! Come on!

There's just so much I can do. You're just running away, isn't it? Brutal is your best tool I know. I still do not understand the maths of this entire thing. You're just too logical. I bring no joy.