Sunday, April 09, 2006
A lazy sunday. Don't really intend to go out unless it's to borders or pick up some cosmetics and toiletries. I know I'm supposed to do the Warhol flyer but well, there isn't any details given to me yet.

Gotta dig out some cool boys clothes shop. Any ideas? Think I'll drop by Club St tomorrow. Man, I wanted to go CP to get my white shorts. Army market maybe? Then maybe a lil far east shopping. Where do boys buy their clothes?

Sometimes I don't see the point in missing things, people. What is there to do then? But neither am I forward looking. I live day by day, basically a person with no whatsoever dreams. It's kinda sad isn't it? Or maybe maybe I'm just in denial. It's more of a mental conflict then. There is something you want so badly, you miss it so much but there is a possibility of not getting it. So? Do you still want it? It's not about the guts sometimes. There is an alternative way to distract yourself from it and find other things to want. Which way will you go for? Maybe we just call that indecisive.

I bought a pretty purple top yesterday. Beams.

I thought of something else to add on. I must say I must be darn patient then. Haha. I'm waiting. Waiting for something to happen. The typical sit-around-and-do-nothing, the non-hero, the non-leader. Well, I'll definitely do something when something happens. Does that make me better? I mean, meanwhile there's so much to do. I'm just not a risk-taker. Or put it this way, I'm not that much bothered. If I do get what I want, that's good then. If not, well, there's still a million things to do. Live fast, die young. No regrets. Ah, it fits this way too.

sugarflies ~ yoshiki