Monday, March 13, 2006
I know you hate that. Haha. Always when we fight, kiss you once or twice, till everything's forgotten. I know you hate that. And it's always you and me always and forever.

I thought of what mitchell said, something always happens. Haha. True. Sometimes I feel like re-enacting edward norton's role in the Fight Club. Mind block, I can't remember the characters' name except something Durden. The other edward, he never quite left but he never came back.

It's my turn. I'm feeling how you felt. A period of waiting and self-denial. Plain exhaustion.

I dream that I was having a conversation with I-can't-remember-who on the back of the lorry. Something I really wanted to talk about but can't never bring it up. Well, wanted. It's no longer a sort of stress, it's just another thing, nothing too special. Mundane, everything that I don't put colours to.

radiohead ~ talk show host