Friday, March 17, 2006
Downright upset. Sometimes you think about your stupidity. Does that make you a lil smarter?

The ideas are not coming through. I had a hard time pathing four lousy blur pictures to find out that it's a lousy idea.

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes, that call me on and on across the universe. Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box. They tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe.

I want to get a new job. $4.50/hour? So be it. Just let everything restart.

I have a new idea for video. I won't need the equipment then. I hope it works. I'll kiss and beg and so please let it work. And I am crying out now to people with video camera, LEND ME. Just for a few days will do.

I'm bursting out in tears.

I am just so tired. So tired.

fiona apple ~ across the universe