Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Try not to step on my tail these days. I'm smiling right here right now.

I've lost. Yes, defeated. Oh this statement goes to my trial of the PS game at Sony Ericsson yesterday. The Shogun game in Japanese. Haha. It's super addictive I tell you, makes me want to be a Japanese general-in-command. I want to be a samurai. Woo!

Haha. It's funny isn't it? It has never been something you wanted. Right now, it's your greatest source of unhappiness. Funny how stuff work. Sidenote: there is a website on science and technology at www.howstuffworks.com I think. I take my word back, it's not unhappiness. Distress? Better word? I think you get the idea.

Take on retail therapy. Ask stuart how well it works, my flamboyant sistah (check out his new shirt).

Funny then how things I have always wanted, now that I might have this chance of losing it, I don't feel anything. Right. Trying to pretend as always. Oh my two creations, are they getting better? I still like to work with colours I believe, no matter how lazy I get. The apple green one, many many mistakes because it is coloured. Black and white may be lazy colours but they tend to emphasize on details but then again, hello? It's just a lousy digicam and a lousy artist-wannabe, what great details can you talk about?

Okay today is actually a feel good day. Wonderful day to club actually. BUT I'm not feeling good, not great. Today is mambo jambo, come on since day one I clubbed they've been playing the same retro stuff, it's not a great deal. Hey, don't get it wrong, I don't hate it but I don't dig it. I don't want my daddy to grumble. I am supposed to start on my economics today. But I do feel like moving my bones today. Grumble. Never mind, roar and smile.

Oh something bitchy to comment. I saw a beautiful kid yesterday. I mean outlook. Haha. Superficial I know, but yeah. Okay, not beautiful, just good looking. I can't remember how I know him or what's his name. More like I never caught his name, I remember asking him like twice thrice and just nod in acknowledgement because it was getting embarrassing. Think typical pretty boy that you'll never really get close to. Serious on that. It's just another pretty face to look at. Nice smile. Made my day.

I bought a few pair of earrings today.

+mood+ real bad
+listening+ radiohead ~ how to disappear completely