Thursday, April 07, 2005
It's a very much hated day today. I took 2 hours worth of train ride for nothing. Habour Front to Buona Vista to Dover to Outram to Hougang. And finally in one piece to cedar. And I still haven't gotten my card done.

I heard the band today. Bestest of luck. You kids are better that what you think you are. Choir got their gold with honours. Your turn's coming soon.

I'm not dumb. Not that bothered actually. Don't think too highly of yourselves seriously.

I ought to spend some time with myself and just myself. I'm not thinking cool enough. I need a break from my habitual rhythm. I need a proper getaway. Short-term self-proclaimed holidays are not working. Someone give me a deadline.

When is a good day to be sad? Is it healthy to keep a future journal? Rules are too formal.

What's going on in my mind? I want to know. I'm still searching and chasing. But I'm getting tired, so tired. There's a difference of dimension between me and the rest.

Enjoy your dream.

+mood+ down
+listening+ electrico ~ i want you