Saturday, March 12, 2005
Melvin made me depressed twice today. I was actually quite cool today. That bitch. Got me thinking quite a bit.

Some thoughts disturb but doesn't stay for long. I hope I learnt my lesson not just today.

On skinning animals alive. http://my.so-net.net.tw/sirwang/fur.wmv Please do not buy fur apparels my friends. Sigh. I'm very against animal testing. Okay this is actually very contradicting to me. You tear and get all angry when you see weird chinese skinning a cat alive. You think that's cruel but you support such cruelty in your lil ways. Maybe you're ignonrant but now I'm telling you, dolphins get killed during tuna fishing, scientists burn monkeys and let them itch to death to get your cosmetics out, scientists lock dogs in car boot for crash tests. I hate this cruel world. Yet I'm still supporting cruelty everyday. How much can I restrict? How many people can I stop from eating fast food? I'm in WWF, so? I sign petitions, how much am I really helping? I feel so helpless sometimes.

Next on parents issue. I had to console his friend. Why do parents quarrel? I choose to look at it optimistically. In a marriage they're bound together, they do get sick of each other sometimes. It's not so perfect. They need time to hate each other for a while. Kids often forget that parents care. Kids often forget to think of them. Work's not cool, and you're bitching about school life here. Parents don't owe you anything ya know? They've already care so much more than needed already. 17 years ago they watch you sleep just to make sure you lie down flat and not hurt your back. Do you really think they owe you that? They care because you're theirs. Let them have some time on their own. Would you rather they keep it in than trash it out now? Talk to them about other things. People are so immersed in their own world these days that they forgot about many other things. Remind them sometimes that they didn't get married to quarrel. Remind them sometimes of the happy thoughts. Remind them that they own you together.

Hold on to your happy thoughts today.

+mood+ cool
+listening+ lynyrd skynyrd ~ saturday night special