Friday, March 18, 2005
I kinda figured out today that I don't dislike train rides, I just prefer bus trips.

Just added a tagboard and realised I placed links. Man, my sidebar is so messy now. Regrets, a little. Not gonna revamp so soon.

A day of radiohead and monologues. I have many colourful images in my head running and swirling. Potential artwork in mind. Haha. I can't remember that photographer's name. His wife's yoko though. I saw the picture of the decayed flower. It was almost love at first sight. Soon, I'll bring my camera out on my urban journey of soul tripping and freak encounters.

Yesterday I thought of coming and going again. Not on friends this time. I've settled on my low-maintenance relationships. As I realised the fashion of my changes and so-called growing up, I forgot to think about the some who has already gone past that way long ago. The closest relatives I ever had are becoming hard of hearing. These folks have always been around, just there. True I said that death is the mark to celebrate life. It still stands but when death is so near to you, how much do feel like it's forced?

I had a very superficial conversation with a friend yesterday. That was actually hmm, mean. But I'll say that I'm never the sort that enjoy such conversations. Superficial topics are never the main conversation, I wonder how I sat through the hours. It feels fake suddenly doesn't it? I won't say I don't bitch. It amuses me a lot, how all these come about and stuff like that but not much on the interest me part.

We hope that you choke.

+mood+ light
+listening+ smashing pumpkins ~ 1979