Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Very bad cough. I dislike the taste of phlegm. Mwa. I'm drowning myself with green tea. Help.

Short day. Didn't do much. Studied. Hardly studied. More like chilled the day away. Man, I hate school. I wonder what does SMU have to offer me. This is so screwed. Say, why am I listening to Dancing in the Moonlight over and over again? Economics. Oh man, macroeconomy. So screwed.

Sala just called to ask if I could do the publicity of the sale of tickets. Man, I'm down with a bad sore throat, what do you think? My dad can't even decipher I was saying, what do you think the rest of the school will hear? Plus, silas is gonna whack me upside down for having the guts to go up there without his permission. Sigh, I dislike the discipline committee. Or maybe I'm too used to cedar. There's no love in SAJC. Why do you adore the place that I dread so much?

Hmm, new friend made today. In a way lah. Got to know him a few weeks back. Alex? Yeah, I think so. Dance dude. Going home friend. Somehow I think he's not a very goody guy, I don't know why. Hahahaha. I think I'm biased. He's quite cool. Happy boy, got back with his girlfriend just today. Kids these days are so sweet. Haven't made a new friend for quite a while. Okay, this is actually not very true but I haven't been meeting really new people these days. I so have the urge to club but nah, I'm an angel.

I miss dance. I miss alan gliding around me. I miss xinwei and our retarded corner. I miss kelly teaching me. I miss going home with alex. I miss kiyoko my beginner buddy. I miss ben mike marianne. I miss everyone. I miss my getaway from school life. It's just 2 weeks my dear kid.

If it really doesn't matter to me anymore, why I still can't bring myself to say it out in front of others? Haha, how dilemma is at work. Fuck. I'm like coughing out my lungs. Haha, I'm trying to keep a clear mind now. Thinking straight. Karma police, come and get me. I haven't been chanting. Excuses kid, too many.

+mood+ bad
+listening+ robbie williams & kylie minogue ~ kids