Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Just came back from Auntie Gek's place. Neat food, as compared to yesterday's vegetarian steamboat. No comments. Unflattering apparels this year, I'm unhappy. Hahaha. Still cool lah! Can't wait to shop! My pointies!!!

I'm physically tired but high mentally! Hahaha. Anticipating every moment to dance and be proud! Yup, freedom of expressions! If I don't die from it, it makes me stronger! So make your moves! Burst of energy! Woo!

Ya know my perfect poseur couple has broken up? Don't know what to say. Seemed as though they'll definitely live happily ever after. Fairytales just don't happen right? Why two wild kids can never seemed to have anything steady and calm? Haha, stereotypical as it may sound but...I hope I'm wrong. Hahaha. I wanna marry young! The world of my shallow thoughts.

I was thinking of pretentious kids. Is that really wrong? If pretending makes them happy, so be it right? So what if it's really not you? Is that truly wrong? It's just a fine line of pretending and trying hard to achieve what you want. So what's truly original? I said fine line, is there a line at all? Fairytales are beautiful lies that make people happy too. Why aren't they being criticised? I'm quite proud to pose actually. I'm trying to find myself desperately. The outcome? Just a poseur, just a copycat but that's just me. Laugh my friends.

Who else do think I was referring to? You you you! Maybe you did realise. Are you being stubborn or am I being childish? Whatever I typed after this in this paragraph seemed too dumb. Whoever can wait stupidly for nobody for 3hours? Shut up.

I seek for ba kua. Hahaha. Cheer up short friend! Do not fret!!!

And my sis laughs at my chicken dance. Hahaha.

+mood+ sleepy
+listening+ the cranberries ~ dreams