Thursday, February 17, 2005
Home today. Didn't intend to be sick. Was just planning my day at home, turns out I woke up at 1am feeling horrible. Tons to do. Stop provoking me.

I've always been very very against something which is rather childish. It's just my luck to keep bumping into this. I shan't say what because it is ridiculously childish. I just can't stand it so much. In a way, it drives me crazy. It's a love-hate relationship, more hate than love I guess. Hahaha. It's similar to how daddy hates the name eric and how I hate the name eugene. But daddy's worse off. He hates derrick too because it sounds like eric. It's just quite funny.

I think I've grown out of talking in circles and senseless talk to people. At least I don't do them delibrately. Haha, cool? It's good to be straight-forward ya? I don't think I'm a difficult kid to understand, I don't think I don't open up. I think I've talked enough. Superficial is only so if you think so. I don't think I think too much. I don't like to think into something, it's too troublesome, just whatever that comes to my mind. Explains why my essays are always short and short of details. I thought you get the drift.

Had my simple joy at dinner last night. Time for some chilling with some friends and such. Squeeze some space for myself and some useless talking. Sotong messaged me last night. I am so touched. Haha. I have friends. Can that stranger stop ringing the bell? I don't wish to meet anyone now, especially in my PJs. Anyway, I kinda feel like clubbing. Saturday is rouge day. I don't know, just hang out. I'm not supposed to dance these days, but what the hell. I kinda realised the seriousness when I attempted some grooves yesterday. Haha, man, I can hardly skip around. Active kids heal faster right? I better hope so.

+mood+ cool
+listening+ radiohead ~ exit music