Thursday, February 10, 2005
Finished Sex and the City. My companion for years. Sweet endings for everyone.

How powerful the delete button is sometimes. For months I thought someone did something to my phone. Long story. Turns out I accused that someone wrongly. Deleted things that I shouldn't have. And how the delete button affected me more than once. The no-picture thing is bugging me. If it's true, I'm not so childish. I don't deal with the material stuff to get back on my mental self. Sometimes I insist that certain things are not finished yet. How true is that? Make hay not war.

What's with the angst and frustration? I realised many things in my room are covered in a thick layer of dust. My room calender still says 15th August, Sunday. What happened that day? I remember 1st August, Sunday though. It was my happy day. You know, sometimes you think about memories and how more beautiful they are than your current life. Man, why harp on 'the grass is always greener on the other side'? I mean, it's not entirely valid in this context, but you catch the drift. I've harped on 'live the moment' but I don't live up to it. Man, I hate you.

I like my striped skirt with the floral details. Cheapo skirt, love it still. Haha.

I feel very fat today.

+mood+ cool
+listening+ phantom of the opera ~ all i ask of you