Thursday, February 24, 2005
Coughing my guts out. I feel sick. As in sick-sick. Haha, stop pretending it's cool. It feels quite bad actually. See lah, already say 1 week don't play with the voicebox and stuff right? Already say shouldn't touch fried stuff and whatever right? Sucks. Big time. Have to get well by saturday!

I woke up late today. I had a very hmm how should I say, not exactly shocking, dream. It's like grasping material. I read somewhere or just got to know that a friend changed school. It's a big thing because he's not like that, why did he do it? He wanted to but he can't but then now he did. So is that a good thing or bad? Anyway I don't know why, I asked him out but all he said to me was I won't go over to your place, I won't go down. Oh that was very very hurting. Actually it's loosely like that, I can't remember much. It was very disturbing actually. I actually really wanted to message him and ask him how's life. Hahaha, but nah it's okay.

Guess I have to stay up saturday to finish up the jazz dance. I'm not unwilling, more than happy but my work's not happy. Haha, we'll see lah. Exhaustion is a mental thing to a very large extent. So is sickness, yes, I'm not very sick but I should stop provoking it to test its limits. Hahaha. Thank you wendy for the cough syrup. So sweet ah! Anyway I realised I can't go shopping with ya on thursday. Stupid me, I've got a concert! Hahahaha. Thought that was a very familiar date. Tralala.

+mood+ foul
+listening+ destiny's child ~ lose my breath