Monday, January 10, 2005
I delibrately chose a different song to start with today but it still went back to the same old tune. I know that doesn't mean anything anymore. When things start to change I begin to hide in my shell. Whatever the reason is. I'm not afraid, I'm just tired.

The weather is turning cold. Too cold for my liking. I'm falling sick. My class is spreading the virus one after another. I stayed in the library too long today. The smell of the office made it worse.

My classic kick is still not good enough. Sometimes you wish you're talented. Sometimes you wish your hard work pays off.

I feel like running more. I feel like dancing more. I feel like playing music more. I feel like beatboxing more. I feel like studying even more. Just to forget and start to feel good.

At the moment I'm just cold.

+mood+ sick
+listening+ travis ~ side