Sunday, January 30, 2005
Had fun this weekend! Had band practice as usual on saturday. I used this reed which I have a feeling somebody used before. So I felt super uncomfortable for the entire practice. Tried to find a new reed but to no avail. What's the point of having a QM in your section!!!!? I didn't think band practice is thaaaat bad actually. We'll learn but I sometimes I can't agree to what some have to say. I know my point isn't exactly convincing but I rather let things be and give minimum wake up calls. Explain why I'm always late. Aiya, get the drift right? Then, there was batch games. Didn't get to be in the same group with enru and marcus!!! Hahaha and caught trying to sneak into their group! Hahaha but no biggie. It was still fun. Spare everyone from the details, I had fun, hope the rest did too.

Met up with Dharni and Mike at habourfront to go down to avalon. So sorry to the people I ps!!! Oh man, meeting dharni is like the worst mistake ever committed. SO IRRITATING! He taught me this irritating walk. Hahaha and he kept wanting to poke me. He said not bad, can learn hitting. Everytime I try to siam, I'll hit. -_-" Dance was fun! Had this talk session. Somehow encouraged me and I know I'm improving at a slow rate. It's time I heed ben and dharni advice, practice everywhere I go. Amanda was saying dharni is super irritating because others walk, dharni glides and beatbox as he talks and keep asking you about his new moves. Thank goodness I only meet him once a week. I like to glide!!! But still suck big time. Hahaha. Let's see who taught me to glide so far. Nigel, ben, dharni, kelly, junfa, kenny, dharni's friend, jt. Still suck! Then there's the amanda friend who keep gliding around me. Argh! Beatbox is cool! Learnt new routine. Oh kenny is very amazed how I can catch those vocal sounds rather fast. Yay!

Today, fundraising. Haha, as usual lah! Tiring but more or less fun. Saw zat. Didn't know that he know me. Eugene's like of course he knows you lah. Aiya, didn't bother to ask. Haha. Libing! I saw your sis! Hahahaha. Somebody didn't wanna donate ah! Hahahaha. Saw matthew and cedar senior (can't remember her name) and her funny metro friend and mr wong huijie. Hahaha. Basically weekend's burnt.

Oh I wrote such a long entry of nothing. Was actually planning to write what I thought of in the bus today. All kids have dreams. I've always wanted to be a street artiste or explore into street culture. I'm a city kid, I love the urban culture. Now's about time I decide if the dream remains a dream. Sometimes I see myself painting a big space in my warehouse office. But gosh, I'm going the university route. Live your dream, live your passion but sometimes it just doesn't work that way. If only I went design school, I wouldn't be designing lousy not up-to-standard tickets. I'm not good enough to be self-taught. I admire ben mike dharni who went so far for being self-taught. Talk about dharni, he's my age. Says so much about passion. I look like an art student. I look like a visual comm student. Thanks, I wish I am. I know after As, I'm gonna faint from exhaustion from dancing. I'm gonna draw like there's no tomorrow. There's energy that I can't unleash. But seriously, what am I trying to achieve? What do I want? As UAN is established, I hope I have a studio for my designs. I'll do designs for TBOB, for Punch. I wish for one whole wall of my own illustrations. I live my urban dream.

Haha. Stop distracting me!!! I've got tons of work to do. Working towards my bright future. Oh no wonder fortune tellers and stuff always tell me that I lead a very hard career life. Man, I see it coming already. Hahaha sure hope I'll enjoy it though. Lalala, I lead my urban life.

+mood+ so-gonna-pon-school
+listening+ linkin park ~ crawling