Sunday, December 05, 2004
Was trying my luck to see the pretty people who went to the prom online. Haha, saw travins. Aloo commented that he has white eyebrows. *speechless* Okay, he looks like an ahpek, oh fine, he's ugly, oh fine. But I think he's cool alright? Yup, pretty kids all around. Band seniors were rather cool like the swissmonks but didn't see jasmine. I was so sick of running through yingwen's album because every picture has her face? -_-" Anyway, prom king is huijie and prom queen is lenise. Oh Lil was almost the prom queen. AWW! Anyway, hope the seniors had fun. Dumdeedum. Oh something to add, maybe the make up for a few were more scary than glamourous. Oh haven't got to see nana, should be pretty. How ugly can nana be? So that kid better cheer up and ignore her evil family.

Of the people that know my lil infactuation with liangshi takes it that I'm obsessed with him. Hmm, that's is indeed funny. Nah, I don't think the infactuation worked out. He's more of a brudda than anything else. Haha. Do I really look like I need someone to take care of me? As Yingwen said, I want somebody to take care of you. Hmmm, am I that unstable? Or like what zhijian said like long time ago when we just started to talk, You need someone to take care of you. Am I really unstable? I'm pretty sure I can survive alone ya know? Hahaha, I have my friends, my band, my pillow and me.

These days, nothing much comes into my mind. It's quite messy in there. I just want to sit back and have a sip of my tea. I just look forward to band practices where I would not think of anything else other than the score in front of me. I don't like to expect but people expect me to expect. I can't do anything but to expect I guess. Sometimes shit just happens. I have regrets, many regrets but all I can do to make myself feel a lil better or maybe worse sometimes is to blame it on my low expectations.

There are days you wish that things are simpler. There are days you wish that your fantasies are right in front of you. There are days that you wish that are not rainy.

+mood+ rainy
+listening+ blur ~ on your own