Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Okay I realised I wrote a total pointless entry previously. Haha. What the hell. Movies. You know I've never been the movie type. Because movies are just far too long and tiring to watch. How things change. Hahaha. Now, I'm quite a sucker for cool movies or movies with a simple ideas but elaborated details.

Oh shall blog about nigel the angry kid. Hahaha. It's so funny lah, the way he brought it across to me.
Me: I'm sad. I think I wanna be with him again.
Nig: What? Why the sudden relapse?
Me: Not exactly sudden...
Nig: Forget about him lah! Cheer up. Haha.
Me: Not as if I didn't try right?
Nig: Forget about him lah, he's not worth it.
Me: Since when do you know him that well?
Nig: From you? Think flings. Forget about him.
Me: Okay fine! Nothing encouraging from you.
Nig: He's gross!
Me: Do you know him!?
Hahaha. Gotta hear him say it lah, he's so dumb. Should I go look for him now for prata? I'm a lil hungry but I know I wouldn't be able to eat when I really see the food. Haha, kids. Oh, how I dreamt about him and woke up to puke. Hahaha, actually zj is in the dream too. He insists that it's a sign for not patching up with him instead of him being a disgusting friend. Hahaha. Anyway he better thank me for warning him about girls being petty. I've got it right like again. Tsk, you've got much more to learn my friend.

I'm quite sick of how people think of me. Many perceive me as the cool kid. I'm not the cool kid that everybody thinks I am. Stylish-cool, calm-cool, nonchalent-cool. Not exactly there. I'm tired of being the cool kid. I'm not as confident as people think I am. I'm not as loud as people think I am. I'm not as smart as people think I am. I'm just not as cool as people think I am. Sometimes you wish people just leave you alone. Am I selfish? I would wanna say, I'll ask you to come over and expect you to come over when I need to.

I feel like doing something stupid and silly now like pillow fights.

+mood+ lethargic
+listening+ radiohead ~ talk show host