Thursday, December 30, 2004
Keeping my mind blank today. It feels light and empty. I like it this way.

Wanted to go down PC for evening gongyo, specially for the tsunami-affected refugees but realised that evening gongyo starts at 6 not 8. Think I'll go down for morning gongyo at 730 tomorrow morning. Then, maybe do my work and start partying in the evening.

I will start the year anew, putting whatever I dislike about this year behind. Nothing gets drag on.

New Year Resolutions

1. Do gongyo on a more regular basis. Try to go down for evening gongyo after school on non-band days
2. Study more. Study in school or somewhere till 5 before leaving to do gongyo.
3. Strike a balance between work, band and chilling.
4. Fridays are library days. Meant for research and further readings and catching up.
5. Stop splurging. Be more motivated to bring lunchboxes and fruits.
6. Start saving for tattoo and iPod. Something that I wanted all along.
7. Partying only starts after As.
8. No distraction. Stop going online so often. Stay focus more.
9. Sleep and eat properly and stay healthy.
10. Keep my room neat and tidy and have notes neatly and in proper order.

I really hope doing gongyo will help through the following year. I don't know why I stopped because it had helped me focus previously. I need this spiritual support. I'm so gonna sleep early tonight and make it for morning gongyo tomorrow. I hope I can keep by these resolutions I've set. A new year, a new beginning. My friends out there, I'll try to help you guys pull through next year too. It's a year full of excitement. I want to do well for As. But it's not a resolution, it's an aim. My resolutions lead to this target ideally. It's not impossible. Good luck in the year ahead. Gongyo!!!

+mood+ fiery

+listening+ linkin park ~ somewhere i belong