Friday, December 31, 2004
Happy Birthday Anqi.
Am really thinking about getting a turtle for a pet. But I don't really want to further dirty my house. Oh man, but I really want a turtle. Think I'll draw one. Hahaha. Maybe my turtle can be toilet trained. Help.
Was thinking through Great Expectations before I sleep yesterday. Probably will sink into that book soon, as soon as I find it. Read it in primary school and gave up halfway. Hello? Primary school, Great Expectations? Hahaha, shall try again. Was thinking hard for the art work. Got a not too bad idea. Shall develop it after I finish my work later. Seriously, I can't wait to finish studying and find time just sitting down to draw. This holiday I had fun gathering ideas for my many tasks and Punch and for absolutely nothing. I can't forget the scene where Pip(I prefer to call him pip the original name than fin as in the movie name) ran out in the rain after Joe left him and went to her house and confessed his love. It's such a melancholic scene. Basically I like all the running scene. The other scene where Pip ran out and off to the restaurant and asked her to dance with him. In a world where nothing else truly matters, in a world of their own.
Things to buy soon
- poseur spectacles
- retro spectacles
- chungkin express
- romeo+juliet
- iPod
- CNY clothes
- CNY shoes
For the CNY shoes right, saw the ballet inspired shoes from nike. I thought it's pretty cute. Think I'll go check out the real thing to decide.
I give up all the parties for the new year. Just gonna meet some friends for dinner then off to crystal's place. I'm tired of having a poseur socialite life. I'm tired of expressing myself to the rest of the world. As the new year begins, I live for myself. I give up whatever I struggle to hold on to this year. If I struggle, maybe it's just not meant to be. I don't live someone else's dream anymore. I lead my loner life once again to find my own world and my own joy.
Sorry for whatever inconvenience I caused anyone this year. Sorry for the silly things I did. Sorry for not giving my best. Sorry for making you kids miserable. But I still thank you all for being there. Love you guys!
+mood+ bitter
+listening+ mono ~ life in mono
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