Friday, December 10, 2004
Feel sick today. Not exactly very bad, just not a great day but today looks beautiful. Great weather, fluffy clouds and all.

Was hearing things about benedict. He quit band because of shawn. Glosz is not gonna let shawn back so benedict will never be in band anymore. Well, sometimes you say why let one person affect your interest. Then, if it was that one person that gave you the interest, is it then fair to say that if he goes your interest goes? It can be childish in a way, like band practices will no longer be as fun without that one person. I don't know, somehow I feel that benedict can be right. People sometimes don't understand some are just people-orientated and not all are domineering and independent. If you catch the drift.

I think I've complained about nigel changing right? Haha, I miss the wild stpats boy. Gone were the days of puppy love and meaningless crushes. And you stop and ponder was that the age of innocence or true beauty. I hate myself for saying I hate growing up. Like get a life. Haha. How am I gonna grow up without hating everything around me? Why are there so much angst in the years of rebel? I'm sure I like things stagnant and cool and calm if I'm used to it. I don't complain how much I've to bear with bings right? HAHAHAHAHA! In a way, it became a habit, I don't loathe it, my short attention span doesn't apply to it. Somehow growing up with royal is cool, talk to jasmin about many things that in a way enlighten me. But it's not as if anyone can come up to me and shove it in my face their opinions. Just doesn't work that way.

Okay, this is quite a pointless rant. I've got better things to do. Blog later when I've got better material.

+mood+ sick
+listening+ beyonce featuring sean paul ~ baby boy