Sunday, December 19, 2004
Caught phantom of the opera. It's so sweet. I love it so much. I know moulin rouge is better but it's certainly beautiful too. Oh man, I really love it so much. It's so sad. So let music set you free. The set is elaborated and the pieces oh-so-enchanting. The power of the music of the night. Shouldn't have caught it so fast lah, now my life is so empty. Hahaha. I prefer the original phantom voice though. Mystique.

Did some shopping today. List is long. Cheers.

I had this dream on the bus back from town. Oh sidenote first, cherk was telling me this morning that travins is a toa payoh and like me hates to take the train. So he's always taking 105. MAN, WHY DON'T I EVER BUMP INTO HIM!? Hahaha. Oh okay, back to the dream. I dreamt that I was still with zhijian. Like very normal stuff lah, like what really happened lah, nothing much. BUT it was a very bizarre dream. Hmm, it's an unusual dream, because it felt real but the feeling was very wrong. Haha, so far so good? I woke up feeling damn uneasy. In a way that he's just a stranger. Hahaha, or like along the line of marrying your best friend. It's wrong, it didn't feel good. Not as if I never dreamt of him, the ones before had always been at least sweet, this, had just been wrong. After I woke up, thought of it a lil while, the more I thought of it, the more I thought it had been a mistake and the more ridiculous it had been. Hahahaha. Like why? WHY!? Had I gone crazy? Hahaha. Okay lah, enough of this, quite sick of such things, siao aye 3months liao, how long more do you need to forget about everything? I will isolate myself. Hahaha, all the people that I talk to this week shall just be it. Hahahaha, isolation lasts till end of As.

There are really days that I wish and wish and also wish that everything I wish comes true.

Freedom is my sweet reward from solitude. 'You're so cool, you're so cool'. Till that the day comes, I don't know, hmm maybe silence is my game. Sometimes it's just deception.

True Romance and Phantom of the Opera are dvd and movie of the month respectively. Do not be deceived by the innocent title of the movie. "You're so cool." Hahahahaha. Sidenote, this dude gave me a weird look when I kept saying that to my sis.

+mood+ cool
+listening+ phantom of the opera ~ all i ask of you