Sunday, November 07, 2004
oh ho. what was I writing yesterday? Hahaha.

I love my bloggie baby! Hahahahahaha.

Silly kid. Wake up already? Always sleeping and sleeping. No wonder so tall. Sleep is good. I wish to sleep and never wake up again. Hahaha. It's so morbid but I love to sleep. When things are messy, is there really a need to pack? It's just all out of mood to treat things right? I think I've been doing very ridiculous things. I miss me ya know? Haha. I miss the days when me and nigel just talk the whole night just about nothing. Christmas is round the corner. Might need to perform that day. That's a good thing. At least it's something to do. Maybe all of you should just keep away from me. Stop stirring up feelings within me. I'm too lazy to be bothered with anything if I'm just with myself. No, don't wake up. Sleep kid. Let everything rest. Don't wake up again. Don't ever let anyone wake you up again. *yawns* I'm quite tired actually. Wonder why did I wake up at nine today. So? Have I decided on anything? Aww man. I don't really wanna choose lah, can somebody just help me make that choice? Suicide is not one of the choices. Hahaha. No lah, are you crazy? I'll never kill myself. I'm very easily satisfied I think. A little response will do just fine. I've never asked? You've never said? I just want to talk it out of my mind. It is possible but not lucky enough. It's too fast. I haven't played enough. Hahaha, what kinda stupid remark is that? I want my fake world back. It was a happy fake dreamland. Let's just rewind everything back to 2003. Hahaha what a wonderful thought. My circus is under construction now. My little clowns are tired. Just hang in there for a while. Tomorrow is gonna be a beautiful day.

+mood+ sleepy
+listening+ kym mazelle ~ young hearts run free