Thursday, November 04, 2004
Just felt like bloggin. Don't where this is gonna take me. Haha.

Don't feel good now. Raining just now ya? Wanted something hot, got myself some soup. Then, I felt like eating ice cream, I just went ahead anyway. Then I blew up the microwave because of some eggs. So I kept smelling those eggs which stink while cleaning up. And I haven't gotten dinner since those eggs were supposed to be part of my dinner. Totally turned off my appetite. And then my mum offered pineapples, so I ate. And now I feel horrible.

Haha. Nigel just keeps talking about her. Hahaha, such a gurl. Anyway, I still don't know what's her name. When's my buddy gonna introduce? Oh well, all I can say to him is all the best and stop being such a girl! Now I feel like such a pro after analysing so many situations for him. Hahaha. Don't be so cocky, can't even handle my own stuff. Hahaha. I survived today thinking alone at home so I guess the worst is over. Anyway I slept so much today because it just felt so sleepy. Hahaha. Fuck, didn't study chinese, didn't intend to actually. Oh dealt with anqi today too. Hope she turns up tomorrow. I know how she feels, can't exactly blame her but don't be so childish. Argh, kids. You know, I prefer listening so much more to talking. I can never express. Well, I can tell you what to do but I never knew what to do myself. Haha, always doing the wrong things. Sometimes I wonder if I'm seriously following my heart. And sometimes I wonder if I revolve around logic too much. Inside, I'm just this uptight bitch.

Thinking about conversations. Every conversation may be the last. You might just drop dead the next day or I don't know, just never talk again. Kinda miss peiling. Talked to her after a year. Went out once and kinda lost her again. It's been another year and half. Things people talk about. Gossips, big talks, absolutely nothing, trivias. Haha, how interactions work.

Alright, I'm off to talk to some people.

+mood+ blind
+listening+ blink182 ~ josie