Monday, November 22, 2004
Didn't have a great morning today. Liangshi woke me up at 7:13am. Too early my dear friend. So I went back to sleep and woke up at 745am again. Everything's cool, I left house on time. Wanted to board the bus but i forgot my ezlink and so I was late. 9:30am for band practice. Man. I shan't talk much about band practice. It's cool. I like to go for band practices.

I was sitting at the edge today but with absolutely nothing in mind today. Is that good or bad? I do feel a certain sense of melancholy in me. But, I don't know, I can't name what. What's so depressing? My life's cool. Hopeless pursue. I know it's not totally hopeless. Well, I'm not talking just about one thing. Haha, just lazy to bring up everything. But to me, all these are not entirely negative. I'm rather fine about whatever's happening. I mean think through these, what do everything that's happening mean? Is it really necessary, important or whatsoever? So is this what that's troubling me? Haha. I can't make sense out of these lil things. Let's just site the band example. Okay so we have a war with the teachers. To me, it's just no big deal, we just play the music and live for it right? And so the passion is there, so everything just comes naturally. But what's up with all the talking? It's not going anywhere. And so? Isn't it all just superficial? Just do what you want. Nobody said it's gonna be easy though.

Well, where's my prata? And I really want to eat prata. I want my prata. Give me my prata. Prata rocks my world.

Kid, cheer up.

+mood+ melancholy
+listening+ the wannadies ~ you and me song