Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Are closures absolutely necessary? Why is it such an ugly name? When people can't forget, can they really forgive? Well, these few days I was rather detached from the now me, and back to the old me. Felt good. Everything's cool, it's how things should be. My thoughts made sense.

It's been a long time since I've been to wheelock BK for a lot of reasons. It's very cold there. That's one. Haha. Anyway, it got me thinking about Mr Khoo's words. Well, it had always been there in my head but just never really occurred-occurred to me. Places you've been to can be there forever, they stay, they're the same. But things change, it's just never the same again. It's just so true. I see images of myself and the people around me everywhere. I went past this train station, I saw me and this person sitting there waiting for the rest, just talking. I went to BK, I saw me, wawa, rally just having dinner. I just miss what I used to have, who I used to be. I am still me I know, but it's different, it's different everyday.

There are places that I never want to go again. There are places that I wish to leave them as they are. They are places that I want to remember as the last place that I ever did this or that.

I'm very disappointed with many things. Things that I might have a shot at. I'll never know. I get what I want, how true is that? Maybe I shouldn't care anymore. I was totally relaxed yesterday. I just want to bunk in on a couch for a while. I stopped partying since I don't know when. When nigel said so? No, not really. I don't know.

Okay anyway, the stuff on top was written before discovering something great. My new obsession, DEVILMAN. OH GEEZ, IT'S SO FUCKING COOOOOOOOOL! *faints* It's based on a 1970s cult manga. The CG is like sosososo cool. It's like spawn kinda stuff, just 10000000000000 times better. Long gone the days of ultraman, here comes devil man. I'm lazy to tell anyone the details yeah? It's just so cool. Woah.

+mood+ excited
+listening+ justin timberlake ~ like i love you