Thursday, October 14, 2004
Oh great. I can finally blog again! Hahahaha. Cheers.

Today is such a fucked up day. I feel so fucking horrible. Hahaha.

Yesterday, I was supposed to pass him something. Like fuck, why do I even bother to give him his things? Okay, cool, stu says I'm gonna see him like sooner or later. Told him I was quite nervous...like I'm quite paisey lah! And I don't know lah, just quite nervous. Hahaha. I just waited and waited and fucking waited for like forever before he messaged me that he's not in. Fucking bastard. Call himself a friend. Oh huimin you're like oh-so-silly. Nobody made me wait for like so fucking long before and like more than once. Can't believe I actually choose him over my work. Am I stupid? That's it man, I've reached the limit. Forget about friends. I don't ever wanna see him again. I can only see myself slapping him.

Stu called me. Haha, I felt so torn then. Fuck the world. Fuck him. Anyway, thanks my biatch. Hahaha, I love my sistah stu! Can't believe people thinks that he's like a great friend. Stu said nah, I'm not the bitch, people can tell he's the bastard after all these. Stu is so bitchy lah! Hahaha. Oh shanshan too, love her too! Like thanks for shopping with me and cheering me up! Hahaha. Spongebob never dies! Oh lets see, and there's bingo (youyouyou!) and cherk and a lil lil kok and addi and deon. Okay, this time, huimin is really really fine! Hahaha, really really serious this time. I think I've told stu and shan like tons of times lah! I'M SORRY I LIED! For real this time, my friends!!!

And I haven't forgiven STUART JAMES LEE TIAN MING! That lil bitch, can't believe what he did to me! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Bing! Let me tell you! That bitch was on the phone with me last night, trying to distract me and told me about travins. And he sent a friendster message to him with my URL pasted on it. LIKE THANKS STU! And to make it worse he added that I'm brandon's friend, like his best buddy. Oh thank you sooooooo much stuart lee. ARGH! That bitch! Although he insisted that he was drunk when he wrote that and didn't realise he pressed sent. BUT, he still did send! Mr Lee, ahhhhhh!

Okay, and back to my more terrible stuff. Got back my first paper. Physics section A. HAHAHA. 7/20. Well done huimin, you're below average. Never mind lah, and I fell during PE lah!!! My left leg is like quite injured now thanks to yesterday's handball with band. Didn't go school lah, wore slippers then played barefoot. Sian. Quite a painful cut on my foot. Ouch. Okay, then I got back chinese. Overall, 60/100. Pass is pass lah. But could have done much better. Like Ms Chia's face was so disappointed lah. True I said as long as I pass Chinese, isn't a big deal but she's just so disappointed in me. Got back Maths, I'm so disappointed with myself. Though I didn't expect myself to pass this round, I just got lucky but I could really have done much better. Overall 54/100. Got back section A and B for economics. Phew, not bad, like damn good compared to midyears lah. Midyear was real crap for me lah! Econs idiot. 29/40 so far. I hope overall I can scrape an AO pass. Somebody's midyear was like 33/100 lah! Hahaha, so shit lah! I hope my essays are fine. GP, okay, improvement too, still failed. Hahaha, though Ms Govin said most probably there's moderation, so I guess I get to pass it this round as compared to my far from pass after moderation for midyears.

Reflection for promos. Huimin, you're so fucking stupid. I feel so silly lah. He killed everything I had. I chose to come JC because I decided to go University, I'm supposed to study and do well. Os was a flop for me, I should have jolly well learn my mistake and atone for it. Why the fuck do I let myself get distracted? I was talking to Janet, she told me I shouldn't even be in this class, I could have gotten myself into a better class. Do you know how terrible I felt? Fine, I made that choice myself, I didn't bother to ask anyone for advice, I can't complain. What's so tough about 3 subjects? I should be doing well. And then Anqi was talking to me. I told her that he fucking screwed up my life this year. She told me she could tell, she could tell I was losing focus. She told me huimin is a smart kid, I just couldn't concentrate. It came too late. Fine, I'm lucky this round, I managed to at least promote. Work hard, much harder kid. Okay, I'll forgive myself this round, I hardly studied. But fail still means fail. Please buck up.

Okay, cool. PW and banners please.

+mood+ frustrated
+listening+ alicia keys ~ you don't know my name

9:09:00 PM;

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