Thursday, May 20, 2010
Hello been a while.

Crazy busy still, though a lil happier being busy these days!

Am I crazy to reject the offer? I am not even that sure if my reasons are justified. Argh. Can I afford a 2 month internship? Oh ho ho.

Okay talk a lil more since I don't have many blog fans, there's not much of a point to talk in circles? Hahaha. "You wasted time on a chit chat" Sorry this line is stuck in my head.

HAPPY GRADUATION HUIMIN. What happened so far. I almost got a shock when Astrid asked where my thesis is. First impression was my thesis did not like academic, she overlooked. Ah, I'm not banging on a good grade now despite the amazing built-up of you improved the most in class. Sigh, never good in presentations and those final products. Sucks huh, I usually run out of stamina by then.

I am still going Tokyo in august to talk through my offer and look for other alternatives or say, better choices. Well it hit me one fine day when Riko said aren't you sick of your Japanese boss yet? Hmmm I thought about it and seems like I should explore another city now. I want to get lost in a city all over again. Not like I won't get lost in Tokyo, Tokyo Station is still a mystery to me. Seriously where does all these people come from! I don't want to be sick of Tokyo. Unless! I get to do some sort of underground cult fashion magazine design of the indie crowd. That's different then. Or if I can work for Fudge or Brutus...that's different then. Not even work, I'm honestly thinking of doing an internship. Well pretty much, I'm not strapped for cash or in a hurry to get suck into the rat race. While I'm still interested in doing my own stuff and funding my hobbies, I might as well have a go at it. While the drive is still burningggg.

I'm curious about Hong Kong and Seoul and Shanghai. Seoul seems like a quirky place. Assured by Sam recently. I'm just shortlisting it to the Asia side. If anything goes wrong or if I go uncrazy, I can come home quickly. But really I find Asian faces on the big names mag a lot more quirky, edgy than the usual, pretty much original editions. All of suddenly I am not that keen on advertising. Maybe it will come back one day, I don't know. But I wish I am more capable for the fashion magazines world. I am not even that sure what I can offer them. Is it a lil late to think about this, almost a month after graduating? Hahaha. Hush hush, I'm still rolling in the dough as of this minute. I'm not going crazy.

Should all of you be worried? Ahhh I don't think so! I have returned from my 101 adventures in one piece didn't I!? Am I too old for this? OF COURSE NOT! Will I apologize to Tokyo one day and go back to her cold hostile arms? Hahaha, maybe, who knows? Now now, let's just wait for some nice replies? I don't know. I haven't even sent out many mails yet.

Days of a rockstar. Slowly slowly beginning.