Sunday, September 28, 2008
Suddenly I couldn't put up a brave front. Suddenly I just couldn't laugh or even vaguely smile.

But I think about it, nothing went wrong. Nothing is in the right place either. There was just nothing to be happy about and everything to be upset with.

Ah it's been a while since I've truly felt a rush of emotions. That's good in a funny way isn't it? I've read an interview once. On depression, it's not about an incident, but you just wake up feeling suddenly thinking that everything is gloomy and gray. Well being the optimistic one by nature, I believe tomorrow is a beautiful day, I will wake up to the glorious sun again.

Will all these ever stop?

When will I stop feeling for all those tangible things? The inner shrewd superme has put on that smirk, telling the other superme "am i right or am i right? it's all so expected". It's the syndrome of alienation, people come and go, nobody truly stays, even myself.

Oh on a lighter note, govt is giving me money to watch kylie in november. Thank you!

kylie minogue ~ everything i know