Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Yawns. AH, be back in a jiffy. I think shower if more important.

I was about to take tons of pictures when my sister wanted to bring the camera out. So, sigh. If chairman sees this I'm dead, let's just admit that I haven't done anything. Haha. But, I know what I want la, but it's gotta take a million years to draw, so let's hope tomorrow is productive. Cheers.

Hmm I was thinking if only I know how bad things are beneath the surface. I was looking at other kids' problems and stuff but well, they seem to be going well after a while. But gees, why does my knots just don't loosen up? But well, to console myself, I decided to tell myself, the people involved in their own problems will know how bad they are, but I'll only get to see the prettier side. Hahaha. WHAT!?

Maybe just feeling empty la. I mean just a big difference from last year. Around the same time last year, it was the sports season, sajc band already made it to the tops, I was beginning to study for As. It's all great achievements and satisfaction as compared to hmm, part-time jobs. I'm not saying it's not fun but well, it's just not a great achievement you know? You just can't compare it to getting gold with honours or cheering your school on for the rugby hockey soccer matches. Seriously, memorising the correct amount to make a latte? Nothing beats that fifteen minutes on stage. And gees, I actually do miss doing nothing in bandroom, SC, in lectures and in DC. I suddenly miss Mr Silas in his ah beng tone telling me off for my latecoming and remember to turn up for DC. Haha. Found some love and lost some in SAJC.

Sigh. 309 band practices I attended. 873 friends I made in school. 29374 gossips we talked about. 98 matches I attended. 26 times I wore the school blazer. 435 times I ate meepok or mee suan in school. 230 days I chatted with the malay aunties or ah neh security guard at the school gate.

Haha above figures maybe fictional. Maybe, maybe. Haha. Okay, I'm lazy to continue my nostalgia post. Another time. Haha. Tau says I'm bo chap and he kop my phone. SEE YOU PEOPLE ON SATURDAY FOR ALUMNI! Running late, again.

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