Monday, February 14, 2005
Last year this time, my song was Here Without You by 3 Doors Down. Haha, no particular reason, I just like the song. I like to be a matt rocker. This year there's 2! Haha Hoobastank's Reason and Alicia Key's If I Ain't Got You. Oh man, life still goes on when whatever goes wrong. I don't dig out reasons and excuses anymore. I don't avoid anything anymore. So be it. Something very tacky that I've stated somewhere but I like the attitude a lot, if you don't die from it, you grow stronger.

I thought of someone yesterday night and dreamt or so I think a lil of it. Nothing much for me to say but I wonder how much does another person dream of you. Someone ever told me that he dreamt of coming to SAJC looking for me, was it frantically? I can't remember that detail. But he added by telling me he was actually looking for me instead of another friend. Haha, was just wondering how much this statement meant? Does it mean that I actually meant more to this person than his other friend? Or was he disappointed that I'm actually more of a friend than his other friend? Hahaha, I'm just wondering.

Words can kill. Certain things certain people told me I can never forget. 62449269. I don't know why I can't forget this number. I can't even remember my home number, I don't even use this number. Numbers continue to haunt with no special reason. Do words grow up with you? Do they adapt a different meaning as time passes? What do you mean by you've learnt? I'm amazed by human behaviour patterns. I see people turning around and make up and proclaiming let's stay together. It's a very heartwarming thought. Almost like a christmas dinner. There's still love.

Don't ask where's the love. They're there for you to show. Happy Valentine's Day.

Swing while you're singing

+mood+ cool
+listening+ alicia keys ~ if i ain't got you