Tuesday, December 28, 2004
The way you're acting, I don't like it, don't like it at all. I'm so impatient. Maybe it's me, don't you all agree? I'm sorry for irritating the shit out of you but I just want to see you, is it that difficult? It's not that I don't wanna give you time. Haven't I given you enough? Why is there a need for extra time anyway? Will it change anything you've decided? I don't think so. I don't believe you're not worth it. No matter what the rest of the world think I can shove it aside, why can't you? It's silly to say this but you mean so much to me that no matter what happens I wish that you'll still be and just be there. Why can't you just let me get something I want for this once. Is it that much? Haven't asked anything from you have I? I'm so afraid that one day I'll just never get to see you again. Right now, I know I have the ability to but you won't let me. Why do you have to prove me right? I told you not to promise me anything that you can't fulfill. Don't even promise because I can't stand disappointment. I so thought it was for real when you told me you'll still be there for me. I so believe you when you told me you want to be there for me because you want to. All I want is you to appear in front of me. I don't expect anything from there but I confessed that I imagined. Imagined that it was just a very bad joke, we've wasted time being not together. Can you take away my frustration and unhappiness? Be happy.

+mood+ sad
+listening+ danny elfman ~ ice dance