Friday, December 03, 2004
Do I regret whatever I've done? Are there really solutions to salvage problems? When you know your solution is not foolproof, would you still attempt? Does getting something reflects on how much you really want something? Haha. What a thing to think about. There are just always exceptions I guess. Hahaha, okay basically I don't know what I'm trying to say.

There are things in my mind that I still can't sort out. There are things that I'm still denying. Well, I don't know that's for the better or worse. How nice it is to live for the very moment. If only I know and dare to. Life's too short my friend. Everything's just in the name of fun. And there's things that I always wanted to know and experience. Haha, so many many many things but am I really up to it? I've always been very afraid that the more I want something, the moment I get it, it's actually nothing. I've been trying very hard all my life to keep things neutral and not expect anything. Nobody said it's easy. I don't know if I expect a lot from myself though. I've always been pondering about that. It's a two-sided thing that I never really quite figure out. Well, maybe I don't need to know.

Someday someday. That someday will come one day. Waiting for that one fine day.

+mood+ very drowsy
+listening+ mundy ~ to you i bestow