Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Just feel like scribbling.

The idea of a blog is to allow me to have my random thoughts right? Haha. And because of my laziness to write each letter out. I think I'm having a mental block. Man, can I just write a block of words? Let's stay together. Where's my house with the red door? I want orange walls. I want my beach resort. Haha. Live my dreams. I want things simple. Haha, I'm so tired. Let me bitch sometimes. I don't expect people to understand me or tolerate me. I am who I am after all right? Doesn't mean that I don't give in, doesn't mean that I say fuck all the time. I use the word correctly. I love the song Let's Stay Together. Times that are good or bad, happy or sad. It grows. Haha, many things slowly grow into you. From nothing to something, something blur to something distinct. Well, sometimes things are right in front of you, right in your face, yet you can't tell. Things are just so blur sometimes. Maybe that's why there are spectacles. Do you hear me? Can you understand? Hahaha. Oh man, I just feel like laughing at everything. Wake up kid, you're tired because you said you are. Haha, am I being very harsh to myself? Hahaha, sometimes I wonder why do I torture myself so much. So I am tired, I should sleep, why am I staying up? Haha. Goodnight.

+mood+ lost
+listening+ al green ~ let's stay together