Sunday, October 31, 2004
Is this a halloween treat? This is like the 3rd entry since I woke up. I don't wanna pack my room. I don't wanna do my project work. I don't wanna change my sheets. But I folded my laundry, I packed my magazines. I'll go out later to buy national geographic.

I need drugs.

Thinking about thinking. I talked to many people about many things this year. Hmm, do they mean anything? Does that reflect anything on myself? There's a lot of things that I said that do not mean anything. Do they mean anything to anyone? Haha. I guess I'm the biggest liar of all. I'll treat my friends properly and nicely. Please convince me to do that. I don't wanna shut myself off from the rest of the world. I don't wanna kill myself this way.

Been coughing non-stop. Haha, been complaining about this since sec2. Thousands of people asked if I'm okay. I'M OKAY! Stu insists I go check it out though. We'll see lah. Hahaha, it's quite thrilling to just die suddenly. No? Can I handle the truth!? Hahaha, I don't think it's that serious lah. If not, I would have died like so many years ago. WHY NOW? My year's resolution is still in progress. More or less I'm able to puke on command. Thanks to some stomach flu thing. Okay, so puking is not so fun after puking so much. Hahaha, it's not funny!! There's this orange pills he gave me right, it looks so cute and funky but seems sucky, IT'S SWEET! Hahahaha. The outer coat lah, woah, that's so cool.

Okay, I should go back and pack my room.